A Game...

Do u ever think that a game can influence ur emotion so so much??
today, i experienced this dy, after play the game, i feel so moody, so sad, and upset...
v play the game in the "ETHICS CLASS" ( before play the game, my lecturer keep mention this words)

the game is like this...
first, v are devided into 4 groups...
so...i am same group vf my 3 buddies...of course...
then the lecturer explain to us how to play this game...
In this game, u just nid to choose either "X" or "Y"..very easy right??
sorry, definitely not...this is not an easy game as u think...
then the game got 10 rounds...for the 5th, 8th and the 10th round...the marks will be x3, x5 and x10 respectively...and during this 3 rounds, each group have one representative and discuss vf other in front. Other rounds, just can discuss among ur group members, cant discuss vf other group...
the other round...the marks is counted as followed...

4groups X- each group -100 marks

3X- each group +100

1Y- the group -300

2X- each group +200

2Y-each group -200

1X- the group +300

3Y- each group -100

4Y- each group +100

So...lets us start the game,..
before the game, after v all read the rule...i tot v dy have the common view that, all 4 groups will choose Y then v all can get marks...
but i dun knw wat had happen...i dun knw is because teacher said that the winner can get the bonus 5 marks in final...so the game become a horrible competition...everyone wans to win...want the 5 marks,izit??
the 1st round, v betray by one group...the 4th group choose X, they get the 300, other groups get -100.
well...dat is nthg...
after, my group still very stupid to think that, the 4th group after win that will quickly change to choose Y so that all can win...so my group still choose the Y...
but wat happen...2 groups choose the X...they win 200 marks...
haha...
my stupid group still choose to wait the miracle to happen...choose to trust friends...
haha...stupid...3 group choose X...v are the only group that choose Y, u can knw that, our marks is -ve from the beginning...

Until the 5th round...the representative go out to discuss wan choose wat..
one classmate said all choose X then the one who betray will get -300, but another classmate said, don't, v should trust each other...so better v all choose Y and win tgt...
so the decision is all choose Y...
but...This time i reli feel that human' heart is so scary...
i dun knw the group is likes wat they said, they reli dun knw the final decision or they wan to win...
they choose X...again...1X 3Y..so the group get a very high marks now...

ok...until now...my group reli got bit upset dy...
y they can like this?? i reli dun understand...
in the beginning, my group reli waiting all other group to choose Y...reli...
but...after the 5th round...v reli upset dy...

wat use for us ny to think win tgt??

no one think like dat...

then, v oso think wan to win dy...but our marks is dy...very large -ve value dy...
so how?? so v think that, may be lecturer not reli wan the highest marks...
but is the lowest marks..so after that v keep choose Y...
so that our group get the lowest marks...

now...another group...
may b they knw wat v r thinking dy...they oso wan to get the lowest marks...i think
may b they oso think that lecturer will give bonus 5 marks for the lowest group...( this is wat i think about u all, not kaitan vf my members, if i think u all wrong dy, i m sorry)
so...in the 8th round...again...discuss vf other group...
this time the decision is all choose X...
ok...fine...v choose to trust our friends...
i tot that...our friends will not cheat us...
again...this time reli upset dy...T.T
very very disappointed...T.T

one group they choose Y, so they get the lowest marks...
do u knw the feeling that u very trust someone, but he betray u????
ok...fine...being cheated again...
i dun knw y i feel so scary...
i scare about human dy...human so scary...
how come human can be like this?? doubt each other...
v are classmate...v should trust each other...
in the begining, our group reli very trust u all...v are waiting the 4Y,
WHY??? WHY???

why the 4 Y din apperad from the beginning until the end??

in the beginning, when all other groups start to choose X,
y our group still dun wan to choose??
v dun wan u all -100...
if all choose X, all of us will get -100...
so our group choose to choose Y...so that u all can get high mark...

but, i admit, is u all make us chang our mind...
from dun wan win becum wan win...
although like dat, but v still choose to trust u all in the 8th round...
why??
choose to trust u all wrong dy??? izit???

in the class, i cry, not because i angry, not because of being betray..
is i dun like de feeling...i feel scary...
this game was so cruel and scary...
just in a class for only 15 ppls...
den??
wat happen?? v doubt each other, betray friends to get high mark...
reli very sad...
this is a cruel game, v all lose in this game...
either the group get the highest or the lowest...
v all lose dy...
lose the TRUST

at here, i wan to tell my classmate hu are reading my blog...
dun mind what i had write...i just wan to release the sadness and the feeling of scare...
i reli dun like de feeling..i hate this feeling...after that i will be fine...

FRIENDS NEED TRUST...

p/s: all this thg is just i think, i think ny, if i write somethg wrong dy, or write sumthg dat u dun like...
i am sorry, please forgive me,because dat is me, if u dun like or dun wan forgive me, u can no nid to friend vf me anymore...In this blog...i reli  do not want to blame someone, i admit that i had done wrong in this game oso...sorry...

Scare Scare...

Wah!!! 

finally i have finish my scary, horrible terrible and vegetable bio report dy...

wuahaha...

so happy...

i just finish print them...

then later go binding...

then

what happen??

gao dim le la...

got wat happen again?? hahaXD

erm...

let u c a pic...

is this corridor so scary??

this is one of the corridor in my uni...

beside the blok of "falkuti muzik"

that blok is all for the student hu study music...

so everytime u go there u can hear some wonderful music that play by the student there...

( sometime the music are horrible, cuz some of them lack of pratice...hehex^^)

Then, there are a computer lab...

student go there for free printing...

Yap...

all printing are free!!

my fren wan to go there to print...

then me and another friends wan to go ask my ethics lecturer about the assignment..

wah...

let us discover this horrible corridor...

reli vy scary...

after v found that the lecturer are not in her room den v quickly rush out from the scary corridor...

haha...

how stupid v are...

hehex^^

cinderella big big day...

tmr is my cute roommate and sister- Cinderella Boon Kam Yok birthday...

due to tmr all very busy...

cuz is the school day...

v are sure dat v dun have time to celebrate vf her tmr...

so me and another 2 housemate decide wan give her a surprise on today...^^

in the evening they go out buy the cake and the present,

then i stay at hostel back up them...

hehex

after that they call me,

i go down n help them take the cake...

SURPRISE!!!

 

^ Cinderella birthday cake

^ i wan rampas the cinderella on the cake...hehex^^

 haha...so happy to give somebody a surprise...

but actually my birthday seldom ppl giv me surprise...

i likes surprise...

just because my bday is too easy to rmb le...

i think no 1 can forget my bday right??

so...

it is so hard for me to get a surprise...

whatever la...

the ppl sround me happy then enough la...hehex^^V

then after crazy take pic..

my malay housemate jux realise they din wear tudung...

so cant post the pic on fb...

 Teng Teng!!

   suddenly i have the idea v all wear tudung to take pic la...

haha

what a crazy idea i have...

let u all c i wear tudung...

 

^ my housemates n me^^

 ^ my mummy and me^^

very weird right??

haha...i knw...

jux for fun...^^
hope my roommate can happy forever !!!
hope u stay vf me is happy la...hahaXD

Another Cinderella Story

dy few weeks ago, Jan Men keep recommend me watch a movie name 

Another Cinderella Story

 

she keep said very romantic...

very nice...

haha...actually Jan Men is a gal very like romantic...

but i din get the copy of the movie from her...

because some reasons...hehex XP

after that, she copy for wei sin to watch it first...

after that,

wei sin's turn to keep recommend me the movie..

haiz...

both of my friends are the 1 hu likes the romantic so so much...

( hu wants to date them, please think about wat thgs are romantic first la....

haha...but wei sin u all cant dun think about her anymore,she is not available anymore...

but our Jan Men, hehex

still single and available o...

first come first serve...hehex)

oh...come bek to the movie...hehex^^

the movie is quite nice la...

romantic ?? in my view it is still ok...

cuz i m not the gal likes romance so so much...

but sometimes will think sum romantic thgs la...hehex^^(i m still a gal)

well, the romance in this movie, i reli only can day dream...

because...

i dun knw how to dance...huhuhu T.T

the 2 main characters are because of dancing jux will fall i love de...

the real 1 cinderella story oso nid to knw how to dance...

so i will never be the cinderella...

haha...

in this movie...i likes the scene when the gal and the boy dancing but separate by a piece of mirror...

the gal can c the boy

but the boy dun knw the gal is behind the mirror...

wau~this is the scene i think the most romantic...

they look so match...hehex^^

this movie is quite nice...

i recommend hu likes the romance and fairy tale,

can try to watch this movie...(if dun like oso can watch la, this movie quite funny oso,especially the step mother and the two ugly step sister...haha)

at the end i hope my friends hu have watch this movie can feel the sweet sweet love,

then for hu have bf or gf dy, hope u can sweet sweet forever,^^

for hu haven have bf o gf, find 1 fast fast la...hehex

and for the very important ppl in my heart...hehex^^

lone time no see~XP

reli very long din write blog dy..
got many reason to cause this happen actually,
1.lack of time
2.lack of topic and idea
3 a lot of exam
4 lag internet connection...
during cny, nthg special had happen la...
jux eat den gambling, watch tv, play firework with cousin...
then got go kuatan meet friends la...hehex
tell u all o...i drive to kuatan o...
reli is i drive o...two hours...
den dat chou love spring sit beside laugh enough two hours...>.<

u knw y she laugh at me??
cuz during the 2 hours drive, my hands keep put on the 3 and 9 o'clock position on the steering...
T.T
my first time ma...dun laugh lo...T.T
den durong cny, i got try to wear coloured con...
the result quite ok la...
i quite satisfies also..
hehex...

 

me^^

 

  

mummy and me ^^

then after cny...everyweek got exam...
chemistry exam, ethics exam then stat math exam...
wat a noob school it is???
y got so many exam???
want drive me to crazy???
but luckily, i m not so easy to crazy de...haha
then finally the exam week pass dy...
the next week i hope v dun have exam la...
hope ny...
but got assignment and report o...
huhuhuT.T
wat a pity life i have???
nvm...
put up vf this few year...
then i free dy...wuahahaha!!!! XD

ACCIDENT!!!

wat the XXXX today?
very sad n angry ar me today...>.<
today hor...my mummy wan me wake up very early,cuz she wan take both car go to wash...
so...i drive the new car, n mummy drive the old car...
when reach the car wash there...
wah...a lot of ppl wan to wash car o>.<
so...mummy put the old car at there wash first, then i fetch her go eat breakfast and buy sumthg...
on the way to a shop...haiz...bad thg started to happen...
erm...how to say lie??
my hometown, there are a main road, the main road have 4 lines, that means 2 lines go 2 lines cum de...( do u knw wat i mean?? i hope u knw)
Then almost reach the junction that i wan to turn left le...but haven reach la, before that still have 1 junction...
my mum wan me drive into the inside the lines, so that later i can easier to turn left...
i on signal then drive into the 2nd lines...
the first junction( not the junction i wan to enter), i saw a car wait at the junction, the car seem like very tak sempat nak cum out, the front of the car dy half outside the road dy...
i got drive out a bit to avoid the car...n i dy pass by the car...

PONG!!!

the !@#$%^&**&^%$ car langgar my car left hand side, behind de corner...
so...
v stop beside n wan to dicuss vf that @$%^&&^%$#@#$ uncle...
i very hate that uncle ar...
he keep say is my wrong...
now is he langgar me, not i langgar him lie...
According to him, he said he saw my car on signal, ok...i admit that i forget to off that signal dy, but let me finish first...he said i on the signal, so he tot i wan to turn into the junction...so he cum out...
then i suddenly go straight, so he langgar me...
if reli like wat he is saying, then he suppose to langgar the front corner, but now, he langgar the behind the corner!!!!
very obviously is i dy pass the junction dy,i dun wan to turn in dy...i dy pass his car...
is he sendiri dun knw y, so gan jiong to cum out n langgar my door...
my mum wan the uncle pay money for us to repair the car, the uncle dun wan...
and keep said is my fault...he dun wan pay any money...
my mummy said i m a p lesen, u old lesen dy should bkful the p lesen, u knw wat the uncle said???
the uncle said: " P lesen very ba bi ar??"
)(*&^%$!@#$%^&*()(*&^%@#$%U*&^%$#
reli very angry that *&^#$$%^&^ uncle ar!!!!!!!!!!!
my mummy scold him, if u dun wan pay, then v report, let the police decide is whose wrong...
then the uncle jux said ok wan to pay...
then got a worker at there, he said to repair the car at least nid rm 200++
the uncle said both of us got wrong, so he jux nid to pay half...
n his car nid to repair oso...
what the hell?? uncle...
u knw wat ur car is???

HILUX VS MY VI

who will lose?? u said la...

this uncle hor...reli..fuck him pun consider waste time n waste energy o...

>.<
YIIIIIII
hate dat uncle ar...
at the end the uncle jux willing to pay us rm150 ny...
hm....consider today i very bad luck la....
hm....ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY ar....
n sam tong de new car ar...T.T
reli very sad...after quarrel vf the car, i hug my car n cry there...
sorry my car...T.T

my dear blog~X333333

my dear blog blog ar...

i so long din update u dy...T.T

dat was not because of lazy,

is i dun have time for me to type article...

do u know dat how are the lecturers crazy???

the tutorial is like a mountain,

bio report summore...

the bio report ar...dun wan to mention it anymore...

then wat is the most horrible thg is the bio topic test...

dun think dat topic test,

just test based on 1 topic...

no!!!!

u wrong dy...

1 topic = 82 pg...

crazy ar!!!

!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&&^%$#

and dat 1 is bio u knw???

BIOLOGY

as u all knw dat bio is all nid to understand and memorise...

so...

because of that i dun have time to update my blog...

sorry my friends...T.T

please forgive me...

today i jux cum bek from intec...

jux finish my bio test...

although tmr still have 1 day jux cny holiday...

but...

i m totally in new year mood now...^^

hahahahahaha

my new clothes are waiting me...

my house is waiting me to decorate it...

wuahaha...!!!

tmr i think i will dun have any mood to stay in class anymore...

hehex XP

i jux simply tell u all what i have within this 2 weeks la..

erm...as u knw...

study n test...

then last tuesday got go sunway fullhouse, for my class cny reunion gathering...

wan c pic???

link to my fb la...

haha

then study again...test again...

how i relax myself???

i keep open the cny song to inspire myself...

sang loudly in the room( although my housemate are malay XP)

this 2 week damn boring lo...jux study study...nthg special la...

oh...do u knw wat is candy doll??

hehex ...

last sem, during the demo speech...

my classmate demo how to make candy doll...

then the doll suddenly become very famous in my class...

all of my classmate order the candy doll from her...

haha...

today she brought the candy doll that we ordered very long ago for us...

hehex..let u all cc wat is candy doll??

i m learning to make it??

if u got interest u can to make it oso...

it is very easy to make it^^

 

is them cute?? hehex^^