Do u ever think that a game can influence ur emotion so so much??
today, i experienced this dy, after play the game, i feel so moody, so sad, and upset...
v play the game in the
"ETHICS CLASS" ( before play the game, my lecturer keep mention this words)
the game is like this...
first, v are devided into 4 groups...
so...i am same group vf my 3 buddies...of course...
then the lecturer explain to us how to play this game...
In this game, u just nid to
choose either "X" or "Y"..very easy right??
sorry, definitely not...this is not an easy game as u think...
then the game got
10 rounds...for the
5th, 8th and the 10th round...the marks will be x3, x5 and x10 respectively...and during this 3 rounds, each group have one representative and discuss vf other in front. Other rounds, just can discuss among ur group members, cant discuss vf other group...
the other round...the marks is counted as followed...
4groups X- each group -100 marks
3X- each group +100
1Y- the group -300
2X- each group +200
2Y-each group -200
1X- the group +300
3Y- each group -100
4Y- each group +100
So...lets us start the game,..
before the game, after v all read the rule...i tot v dy have the common view that, all 4 groups will choose Y then v all can get marks...
but i dun knw wat had happen...i dun knw is because teacher said that the winner can get the bonus 5 marks in final...so the game become a horrible competition...everyone wans to win...want the 5 marks,izit??
the 1st round, v betray by one group...the 4th group choose X, they get the 300, other groups get -100.
well...dat is nthg...
after, my group still very stupid to think that, the 4th group after win that will quickly change to choose Y so that all can win...so my group still choose the Y...
but wat happen...2 groups choose the X...they win 200 marks...
haha...
my stupid group still choose to wait the miracle to happen...choose to trust friends...
haha...stupid...3 group choose X...v are the only group that choose Y, u can knw that, our marks is -ve from the beginning...
Until the 5th round...the representative go out to discuss wan choose wat..
one classmate said all choose X then the one who betray will get -300, but another classmate said, don't, v should trust each other...so better v all choose Y and win tgt...
so the decision is all choose Y...
but...This time i reli feel that human' heart is so scary...
i dun knw the group is likes wat they said, they reli dun knw the final decision or they wan to win...
they choose X...again...1X 3Y..so the group get a very high marks now...
ok...until now...my group reli got bit upset dy...
y they can like this?? i reli dun understand...
in the beginning, my group reli waiting all other group to choose Y...reli...
but...after the 5th round...v reli upset dy...
wat use for us ny to think win tgt??
no one think like dat...
then, v oso think wan to win dy...but our marks is dy...very large -ve value dy...
so how?? so v think that, may be lecturer not reli wan the highest marks...
but is the lowest marks..so after that v keep choose Y...
so that our group get the lowest marks...
now...another group...
may b they knw wat v r thinking dy...they oso wan to get the lowest marks...i think
may b they oso think that lecturer will give bonus 5 marks for the lowest group...( this is wat i think about u all, not kaitan vf my members, if i think u all wrong dy, i m sorry)
so...in the 8th round...again...discuss vf other group...
this time the decision is all choose X...
ok...fine...v choose to trust our friends...
i tot that...our friends will not cheat us...
again...this time reli upset dy...T.T
very very disappointed...T.T
one group they choose Y, so they get the lowest marks...
do u knw the feeling that u very trust someone, but he betray u????
ok...fine...being cheated again...
i dun knw y i feel so scary...
i scare about human dy...human so scary...
how come human can be like this?? doubt each other...
v are classmate...v should trust each other...
in the begining, our group reli very trust u all...v are waiting the 4Y,
WHY??? WHY???
why the 4 Y din apperad from the beginning until the end??
in the beginning, when all other groups start to choose X,
y our group still dun wan to choose??
v dun wan u all -100...
if all choose X, all of us will get -100...
so our group choose to choose Y...so that u all can get high mark...
but, i admit, is u all make us chang our mind...
from dun wan win becum wan win...
although like dat, but v still choose to trust u all in the 8th round...
why??
choose to trust u all wrong dy??? izit???
in the class, i cry, not because i angry, not because of being betray..
is i dun like de feeling...i feel scary...
this game was so cruel and scary...
just in a class for only 15 ppls...
den??
wat happen?? v doubt each other, betray friends to get high mark...
reli very sad...
this is a cruel game, v all lose in this game...
either the group get the highest or the lowest...
v all lose dy...
lose the
TRUST
at here, i wan to tell my classmate hu are reading my blog...
dun mind what i had write...i just wan to release the sadness and the feeling of scare...
i reli dun like de feeling..i hate this feeling...after that i will be fine...
FRIENDS NEED TRUST...
p/s: all this thg is just i think, i think ny, if i write somethg wrong dy, or write sumthg dat u dun like...
i am sorry, please forgive me,because dat is me, if u dun like or dun wan forgive me, u can no nid to friend vf me anymore...In this blog...i reli do not want to blame someone, i admit that i had done wrong in this game oso...sorry...
